I Hate Money

I really do. It makes everything complicated.

Thanks for my blog back!

PASSENGER SEAT is BACK!! Yay!!!!

My last post was on November 21st...UM, that's three months.

So Stoked!

Ran 1.1 miles last night. First time in nearly a month, and I was just so excited to be out running again. New song on my playlist is Paramore's "Hallelujah" and it totally kicks ass. Makes me want to run AND sing! Ha ha. Wouldn't that be interesting?

I'm getting more and more stoked for the A Small Victory benefit dinner/auction...can't WAIT! We're still in the process of getting auction items together, but it's getting there.

Determined, for sure.

The Spy

Someone was watching me cook chicken the other night...

Lottery Ticket

I bought one. Actually 4, but they were only a buck each. Even though I've been feeling down, the ladybug thing has made me feel that maybe some monetary luck awaits?? Perhaps, perhaps not. Eh, thought I'd give it a shot anyhow.

Some of my crazy feelings are stemming from living south. I'm so far away from my family, it's driving me nuts. I miss my sisters and my dad. It's just so far from my house! I miss Ballard.

My big sister is turning 40 in a week, and it's crazy...I remember HER 25th birthday vividly (even the cake!)...and now she's 40. She's going through an extremely tough time right now, and her situation is so messed up. She turned to me for some advice and an ear, and it made me feel really good. She told me that I was the closest person that reminded her of Mom. That made my day. That can always make my day...

Ok.

I was thinking about running tonight, but when I was walking to Trav's work after I got off...my foot wasn't being all that nice to me. :(

I did take a 45 min. walk with Trav yesterday, and the foot felt ok.  I'm just so ready for these damn orthotics so that I can continue my training.

I'm totally on the same page as my best friend, Liz.  I NEED a change.  I need to dye my hair black or red, or crazy colors.  Or cut it in some crazy way.  I'm just so sick of being "me."

Sleeping has not been very consistent lately either.  I keep waking up and tossing and turning.  Something is just not right, and I'm not sure what's wrong.  :(

Sorry to be such a bummer.   

Huh?

I'm feeling a little down today, and I don't know why. There is so much that I need to accomplish when I get home, and I just want to go home right now and start checking off my to-do list. I didn't get good sleep last night either. Murphy kitty was under the covers and moving around from place to place all night. Then when my alarm goes off he realizes that I'm "awake" and proceeds to lick my face...which hurts with his razor cat tongue. But I didn't want to get up. I wanted to just stay in bed all day. I miss running a ton. I'm so behind.