*Sigh*

You know those mornings where you wake up, but you feel like you are literally a part of your mattress? Where it feels like you are just melting into your bed and its warmth and comfort? This morning was like that, but it's Friday, and I had to get up. Bummer. Any other morning it would feel even more fantastic. I'll try tomorrow. :)

Happy Friday!

Hopefully Travis and I will get a Christmas tree up this weekend, perhaps even some lights on the house.

My Kitty

Murphy =
Meow Mix
Boo Boo
Poohead
Little
Stinky
Murphy Smurf
Baby
Tummy
Little Boy
Boo Bear
Giblet

He's such a good kitty.

Turkey Day Pics

Here are two pictures from my mother-in-law of Trav, Phoenix, Scarlett & myself at Thanksgiving dinner. Trav and I have a very adorable niece and nephew. :)

I like to apple-down my water juice

I had a dyslexic moment yesterday at work and said the above. I meant I like to water-down my apple juice. Hee hee.

Last night Murphy slept in our bed, but he was like Visa--everywhere I wanted to be--I couldn't sleep very well.

Here's Murph last night in the kitchen. He was actin' all cute while I was on the phone with Liz, so I had to take a picture.

FYI, I'm starting over

My original blog was deleted for some reason and I'm bummed...I'm still awaiting its restoration. I'm not sure why it was flagged...but I'll continue to be patient.

Pumpkin Chocolate Chip Cookies

My Mum's recipe. They are my favorite and so delicious.

Heartache

Today is not a good day. I'm thinking way too much. I'm thinking about Mum and Grammy and how much I would give up just to see them and hug them again. It's like I would rip out my heart with my bare hands just to see them face to face with me once more. Why do I feel so alone? There is no one to talk to at all that would know what they did. Not even my sisters.

THAT SUCKS.

I want to know so much and I have so many questions that will go unanswered. Why?